Monday, February 27, 2006

joy

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It's a joy also to share the gospel with frens.
as recently as it was when my church started the prayer card on which we wrote the names of those we would like to see coming to receive salvation...i wrote 5 names, after some thoughts.

faithless i was yet i was shown once again that God creates chances when we pray for those. for an instance, i REALISED that those sharing sessions i had with my frens weren't merely coincidence. i shared on msn, i shared with another while going home and eating swensen...
these are times which the Lord has made for me to share His love. and i pray that He guides me when i share.
the message on sundays can be very useful too!

Who told me to bring the bible to school today. no one.. but it was when she asked me a qn and asked if i had the bible, in which i told her answers could be located from, then there i knew there was a purpose why put an 'extra' load in my bag.

not by my might, but by the spirit of the Lord.
i pray that with more prayers for the Lost, more would come to accept Christ!
and as much as we understand about spiritual warfare, i pray that as we pray for our love ones, we cover each other each God's protection in prayers...

save one more for Christ!

Brothers and sisters, jiayou!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

clown my day

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I very much enjoyed the wedding service when i helped as the back up!
I very very much enjoyed the wedding dinner when i helped as i ate
I definitely wouldn't regret going for the audition for the choir and drama for the CLOWN musical which i thoroughly found enjoyable and pleased!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

broke back

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some of u would know by now i'm doing a mod on english and i am enjoying it... i considering doing another el mod next sem even. kiv. in my t/b, i saw this conversation and I would like to share with u

“There’s glory for you!”
“I don’t know what you mean by ‘glory’,” Alice said.
Humpty Dumpty smiled contemptuously. “Of course you don’t – till I tell you. I meant ‘there’s a nice knock-down argument for you!’”
“But ‘glory’ doesn’t mean a nice knock-down argument,” Alice objected.
“When I use a word,” Humpty Dumpty said, in rather a scornful tone, “it means just what I choose it to mean – neither more nor less.”
“The question is,” said Alice, “whether you can make words mean so many different things.”

YEp!

just also like to mention that i enjoyed the movie Brokeback Mt. i quite like it. i agree with evan that the mt ranges and the river flows were breath-taking. shall we also include the flocks of lambs too...i think they looked much like us.. lost and all the same yet different. well, that's not the point. i'm ain't evan and so i'm not trashing out how i felt about the actors and their actions...whether or not they were hum, bastard/unethical.
It's one of those shows that got me thinking and trying to understand the intention of the director while the movie reel is running. was glad tat i got opposite views and analysis from andrew and evan. Once again, i didn't manage to perceive how the two of them did. how disappointing. and i was quite sick for not seeing things the way they saw it...and i meant accurately n correctly.

went to donate blood..it's one of those things i want to do it habitually.


“The question is,” said Humpty Dumpty, “which is to be master – that’s all.”

oh yes...fishing has a whole new meaning attached to it aft the movie.
u go fishing when u feel cold and miserable.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

2103 2104...dry sucking

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I am feeling exasperated. Chunks of boring and dry readings on community work to be done. Self-learning is required for the snail-moving of human lifespan development which is another sw module. One module has boring lecturer and lecturer for the other one is a techno-phobic.
When I studied at home, I was distracted and restless.
Today, I tried studying at macs, I was not any better.
There are somemore things to do leh… idiot la.
I want to rant and rant and rant.
Sianz.
N when I preparing for upcoming tests after the break, I’m studying the way I used to which was memorizing. This time round…there are lotsa of stuff and those are best learnt by understanding. The list seems never ending right now and that’s so demoralizing.

So now…which is better? NSF life or uni life…
Wah, I’ve finally come to a point when I’m beginning to compare.

ex-politician jayaretnam received the highest honour at his wake. Man of his time.
These people are truly worth respecting. They fought for what they believed is right, for the nation and people and not for self. Lky, tcc, gkw and the rest of the old guard are men of mantle who established the foundation for what we know as modern Singapore.

Oh ya, I am going for an audition for a musical. This musical – the CLOWN is evangelistic in nature and I’m trying for the role of an actor and/or singer.
Have I told anyone that I have also wanna try something called staged acting? During my ‘glorious’ day in sec and college choir, there were musicals…and deep inside me, I longed to be a soloist and that’s becos I like the lime-light. I saw those opportunities as potential affirmation for my vocal ability.

Now, I’m doing this not for my sake. If I’m chosen to be a soloist or some sort, all glory and honour to my Love, Jesus. that is if i get thru the audition la

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trust

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Father dear, i thank you and receive the annointing to 'let not my heart be troubled' in EVERY single area of my life. Father, i don't even want to take charge of any area myself. Father, i let go, You hold on. :) i feel as if i've been set free... like a bird out of my cage. If the Son has set me free, i am free indeed.

this is quoted from my fren's blog and i happened to read it when i visited her blog.
how true and i see this as a reminder from God who has His ways to remind us that I am not the only person struggling... It's just how we surrender them at the foot of the cross

Last sunday, my uncle did one of the most commendable things i've ever seen him do.
My family hasn't had such great time together.
to my amazement, my family is really blessed with people of several talents esp in the area of music- even joey plays the guitar and blows the flute. HIDDEN talents. all we need is a bass guitarist and a drummer and we can form a family band!!

decided to go for church camp instead of gen12 organised by CC.

i'm beginning to feel disgusted by the amount of time and effort needed for the ad-hoc project i'm involved, as publicity head and treasurer. siao liao la.
but I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT GOD WILL MAKE A WAY

willzout

Monday, February 20, 2006

to be prayed for

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msg on sunday and sharing by dr lay hit me and made me confused. Inner deliverance and healing as well as forgiveness were the topics shared and i didn't know that i could be so affected. I knew I wasn't stable spiritually as I hafen been reading the bible. Been overwhelmed by activities and programmes. I'm not putting blame on them, just that i am ill-prepared to balance both my physical committment and spiritual walk with Jesus.

I needed Him to fill me that even when "The Spirit Song" was sung again yesterday, it brought me to an even closer fellowship with Him.

yday shuyi got me back to school to paint. But i think as a human being there is an option. I CHOSE to come back. People cannot force pple so much so that the person at the receiving end has to comply.

This break is once again proving itself to be one of the pian4 ren2 de. someone explain to me what's the definition of 'break'. and no phrasal verb like break down ok.
ha. it's one assignment after another.

i'm glad that i am successful in the application for a position of Bus Host for the S2006 Annual Meetings of the Boards of Governors of the IMF and World Bank Group. thrilled. it'll be a worthwhile exposure though at the expense of lectures and tutorials.

Lord, feed me with ur daily bread. let me dwelleth in ur presence. Let me not fall back in my walk with u. Lord, teach me to draw strength from ur limitless well. Not my strength to help pple, handle and interact with people..not my strength to do things first then turn my eyes to You; instead, be the other way round.

amen...

Saturday, February 18, 2006

sadness

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i'm quite disappointed to know that the fee hike of 3% is affecting the existing students.
from a $5650 perannum, i have no idea how much my dad's gonna fork out for the new semester in 06/07. I think it is unfair and to make the matter worse, the way in which the existing student body was notified was needlessly atrocious.
via email ON THE SAME DAY when the press released the articles on H2 of the straits time.
how disappointing that the students aka the clients were not roped into discussion prior to the decision made.
And though it is unfair for the new intakes to absorb the increase in cost (so to speak), the implementation of the hike on the existing students isn't much helpful.
WHY THE INCREASE THEN?
if, UNISIM is left out of the education budget set aside for uni...then each of the 3 uni would have 33million each to 'play' with...and that is many times more than the total amount when the students pay the 3% extra.

and when i have banner painting, assignment to complete, project datelines to meet, wedding to attend, reading to catch up, there is lil time for mid term BREAK. mental break perhaps.
where's the love man. I quite sure i wouldn't wanna be part of projects...this sem, i think i am colouring it enough. the extra effort to push myself to do extra stuff..

the feeling i'm getting now isn't very helpful when i know i hafen been doing my bible readings.
yet, i'm doing sunday's abf. what an irony. GOD HELP ME. SUSTAIN ME! should i hand over the NT survey to evan. i think he can do a better job.
and is this what abf is about - getting people to do a better job?
shouldn't be rite.

oh yes.
the new legislation about the virtual curfew.
IF spf is really enforcin this rule...then 24hrs macs might have to entertain a few of them. Students who have annual concerts at the esplanade and the vch have to rush home after their performance and cannot go places like lau pa sat, clarke quay, boat quay, suntec le...
OH!! then the orientation parties ... so sad..

Monday, February 13, 2006


SEE!! that is one of the two baby hamsters my sister was given. We tentatively named them xin nian and kuai le..and i like kuai le..and that's kuai le! she doesn't bite as much as xin nian...! and yes, i dunno that i dun mind hammies (hamsters) Posted by Picasa

life thus far

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IT IS TIME TO reveal what the long list means. for sure, i'm not acting cute/chim.
but that simple experiment has proven smth that we can miss the obvious

There is the word 'god' in the list.
and many a times
1. we get distracted by many things around us and miss out God.
These stuff are as common as mp3, field, sauna, exam, laptop etc

2. we tend to hurry when we do things. in army lingo: chop chop
slow down and enjoy the slower pace of life. why not? if u zoom off, you would miss the obvious God, who is in the midst, is waiting for you to notice.

3. IF i had typed god on top, then it is clear...
clear as in God is above all things! PTL
clear as in the rest becomes shadow in His light
so SEEK HIM FIRST!

4. IF i had typed god as the last item,
ha! then ur eyes might be too tired ... that's like when we only give god the remaining time at the end of the day...we'll be too weary to pay much attention to Him.

TADA!

my dear yingci is leaving le. i miss him. he's my buddy, my MEP buddy. ahha!
hope u'll be touched when u read the letter i wrote to u.
i seldom write letter. U mean a lot to me bro. dr-to-be. bestman. virtuoso. CPmate!

had the closest exp of leading someone to saying the sinner's prayer. she's one step away. it was a thrilling experience. exciting siah. on msn. how coolz. thank God for He gave me the chance to talk to her.

workload, committments, datelines, activities, involvement in ministry are increasing and coming.
I pray that He grants me strength to cope with them. i pray also tat i wun be abusing His power.

i'm affected by evan. evan skipping class. evan bad bad. evan thinks he can manage by doing readings at home which are apparently more productive. I really feel i shouldn't have lent him the SoM notes. tat sorta made him learn at his convenience and not go to school for classes

thanks ryan.amy.joel.jacob. for sharing
i took home quite a lot.
i prob hold on till the next orientation.
then i'll evaluate....no rush. what God wants u to have, He'll make sure u have it, no matter 5W1H.

edwin. yeah. chiong suah. lao peng. 32yrs PS EDWIN. platoon sergeant edwin.
HEY! i got u a nickname. PSPS. platoon sergeant pastor or u prefer pastor platoon sergeant?!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

can u see ?

gucci
umbrella
big bird
television
mega
traffic light
concrete
red
bed
toothbrush
radio
mp3
discman
earphone
msn
email
internet
soccer
paper
exam
buddies
lunch
sakaesuhi
fishnco
jack'splace
tampiness mall
jurong east
interchange
hdb hub
sauna
scuba diving
mountain climbing
food
dimsum
caterpillar
sky
words
books
encyclopedia
games
liverpool
modem
newspaper
kite
field
ocean
whales
blue
rainbow
rose
house
roads
amber
results
dinner
breakfast
tea
coffee
prata
tey
ant
diamond
gold
fish
zebra
war
terror
air
tiger
steward
cash
input
escalator
lift
chocolates
bow
can
hay
laptop
tie
distinction
merit
piano
friends
swim
sing
laugh
ring
talk
run
shirt
lauren
kbox
suntec
keys
god
first
cop
stadium
mindscafe
nokia
singtel
fan
aircon
cable
internet
icq
irc
oranges
fishing
sleep
purple
sony
car
jaguar
sugar
salt
suplur
bee
ants
buses
trains
calculators
cards
car
condo
charity
needles
electricity
rjc
srjc
champs
wine
beers
skark
abalone
bgr
money
swords
ltc
lta
sars
saf
boat
sail
gardens
bridge
malls
class3licence
ubi
rolex
guess
giordano
dimsum
cup
bread
wood
sapphire
ruby
samsung
m1
dvd
fionaxie
karaoke
gold
choir
comb
guitar
piano
theory
violin
pavillion
arts
ok
sure
bye
takecare
iloveyou
airplane
soundsystem
topgun
rings
flowers
medals
friendsters
camp
cam
camera
video
dota
warcraft
starwars
chickenchop
lectures
lettuce
salads
low carb
burgers
batteries
cd
mpeg
apple
mac
nanomac
nanotech
club
projects
dnd
baseball
diving
climbing
tasting
photos
photocopy
copy
sleeping
sofa
panasonic
pen

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