Thursday, July 07, 2005

at 4am

back from rd2 of talking tonight.
went gmail, hotmail and friendster.
then i decided to do this.

dun wanna think too much about it.
it makes me go crazy.
what did i do to deserve such?
i should know.
wished i could turn back time.
to where i'm not sure.
but do i really wanna do that?
my intention has nv been bad.
HAS nv been bad.
where's the new person?
stuck in the old flesh?
sigh.
thanks for the time and the energy and the few tens of dollars.
oh ya, for some, it's the increment of weights...i guess u can just put off your diet plan,
for a while.
i drank to up my courage to talk. and when did i become like that.
i'm glad no body's pushing me (Except Myself)
give me time, how much is enough?
still it's the old me; ask the blue rose.
who can keep me safe in a crazy world
I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and
I'mSinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand meEmbrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
Who can embrace my fragility...
nah, who can accept my flaws...
only He can totally do that. cos He can be so forgiving and make me whole again.
i cannot tell u or speak up why this is happening, cos the causes are a handful.
they are silly though.
i cannot comprehend also why i did the things i had done.
what's the purpose?
What is it i'm trying to achieve.
sucha terrible phase, 'phase'.
this is my blog.
refer to the very first entry.
my very very first entry.
this is my blog that has prob been seen by many.
but i'm still who i am. writing my feelings. i dun need anyone to comment on it.
somebody change this lousy pacer.
time to buy a new one.
FFWD
sorry
is this a dejavu? 4ec-s....plus one devoleb.
sleep over it.
listen to wat the prince said ya and...
write the way the story has to be written.


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