Friday, September 28, 2007

o lord, a tired soul

"oh soul are you weary and troubled? no light in the darkness you see? there's light for a look at the Savior, and life more abundant and free! Turn you ey-es upon Jesus, Look full in His wonderful face; and the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace"

i am tired

why is it that u have to cut me with ur words
why is it that u have disappointed me and gone back in ur words
why is it that i have the burden for the YA and stepped down from worship min
why is it that i have to disappoint you and go back on my promises...hurt you instead of protecting you.

why is it i feel that ur words affect me so much?
why is it that i dun feel attached to my committee?
why do i feel as though i've lost the ability?

why do i feel i've forsaken you, O lord
why is it that i have no guts and strength to face you, O lord
you said u will never forsake me and never leave me.
why then do i feel i haven't seen you heard you refreshed by you?

for the things of the world is full of deceptions, temptations and lies...
why do i have to feel the way i feel, even when i know u are in full control.
why is it that i have no guts to surrender to you what i haven't fully surrendered.

i feel down, out, restless.
i feel bogged down. YA, roller coaster ride, unresolved issues...

auntie carol, it's a tough question...
auntie janet, i feel touched by ur call and the way u encouraged
ps edwin, i am ashamed to see u

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