Thursday, March 31, 2005

temp job

went to look up for job.
did a typing test : 55.6words per min.
std: good
error: 15words

the eunos kid blew me off...yes...i was mad.
he doesn't know how to find the area of a SQUARE.
he's p5 EM2..

thank God tmr got cell group.

i can be a love consultant. but purely they are just my pts of views/my approach.
dun take it too hard. i think my ways are outdated le.

*bisH*

William

~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

empty morning vs $

spoke to my dear sister till 3am last night.
and i woke up at 1100hrs. 2days in a row. feel so pig.
was discussing with her about experiencing various jobs apart from v-work.

Think she is quite rite.
Instead of waiting for school to look me up. to call me at weird timings like 0650hrs and requesting me to arrive at school at 0730 for the first lesson, why not i work regularly as a temp.
Isn't this what many pre-undergrads does. Instead of slacking (which i tink i am beginning to...the entire morning to devoted to ... ... .. ...u see i oso dunno what i've been doing), i can try and work in an economic driven environment...to see i can fit into it not..

then again..as what i've read from my fren's blog and i QUOTE "There's nothing bad about having money..however the love of money is the root of evil." END OF QUOTE.
anyw, buddy! i like reading your blog. not bad sia..picking up verses easily and effectively huh!

if i'm paid $6/hr..and i work for 8hrs..for 5 consecutive days..then deduct 20% CPF; i still earn $192
if i'm paid $65 a day for 5.5hrs of work.(looks impressively) but too bad i dun have a contract with any schools..so chances of having income is low...i've taught 5times till this date since jan 23rd. yes $325.. but nah...i rather work for 2 weeks and get $384...

sheesh.

God bless

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Monday, March 28, 2005

so ..

Theme verse found :
1tim 4:12
No one should despise your youth; instead, you should be an example to the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith, in purity.

So glad.

i hafen been relief teaching. dunno why. did i get blackedmarked? kenna complained. ay! dun care...i like when i can get to rest on a monday.

So irritating

I have been sitting in front of this computer for the last 3 yrs. How bad this can be for my pair of eys...clearing and writing mails...blogging, reading, listening, watching msn video...do u call them enjoying?

So fast , i'm refering to the time

I hafen contacted a fren who came back from the UK and is leaving soon to dunno which country. How can u be so ruthless? Would i be busier than u are?

So sad

I'm not sure if it's time for u to eat crab

So confusing

I'm signing off

So long!

God Bless
~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

found, unfound, found...

how time flies when u sit in front of the computer.
3hrs.
how come arh...
so unproductive today.

I hafen spoken to a fren who returned from UK and is flying off soon.
And she hasn't called me yet.

Planning for the camp in june is picking up and how relieved i am.
So glad the theme verse is found :
1tim 4:12
No one should despise your youth; instead, you should be an example to the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith, in purity.

Guys, would most of u be able to make it for my 21st bday celebration.
How come no pri school contact me to go relief teach? HMM. did i kena complained/blackmarked?

nvm.
God bless

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

prayer to be answered

i think my sister might be attending church soon.
God has placed ppl stragetically in one anothers' lives.
and that includes hers..
i'm glad and thankful

~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

ord

230305:ORD lo
230305:linah's birthday
230305:1st anniversay at CPC
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Monday, March 21, 2005

are u lovingly sure?

are u patient?

1.do u spend time with rather-irritaing pple?
2.are most of your peers punctual or seldom arrive late for appointments?
3.do u associate yourself with pple whose abilities are not as great as u?

IF your answer is negative/no for 1-2-3
then are u sure u are patient?

are u loving?

a. do u spend time with pple that u dun really like?
b. do u have a bunch of great frens that u can spend time with and do everything u want to do together..and u stay as clickish as ever. afterall they are the pple u are ok with.
c. do u qualify as a loving person then?

if your answer is negative or no for a-b and postive or yes

are u sure?

went back to sign clearance today
less than 48hrs to ORD


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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

play out

there is no tuition to teach afterall.
just left home today to go to NCSS and to come to church to help stuff.
I played out the eunos kid this morning.
and in the evening
darn.........
got a call from the punggol dad and he requested a postponement of tuition to tmr.
Thus tmr...i have 2 tuition. How dreadful.
I DUN WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Yep! I'm knocking off at 5.30pm.
mah-chiam full time church worker!
~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

nights

2 nights ago
i dreamed that i was transported back in time, together with my pri school frens.
We were in the train.
I realised that the bunch of students behind us were very noisy..chatterboxes.
I turned around.
'HEY! isn't that u (the person who got transported with me back)!! Aren't these students us!?'
We were looking at ourselves..when we were in primary 5 or p6. I was sitting with her and our classmates, about 8-10 of them in the train too.
i spoke to them..(u rmb the movie..starring Bruce Willis..smth lidat...)
i told them that they would be this and that, go this sch that sch...and i told Amanda who really looked frail and inferior that she would grow up to be a very confident and gorgeous lady..haha.and then she blushed...
and SWAP!
i got to the secondary stage...4got what happened...
tell u what, i'm closer to my pri school kakis than my sec school wan. tat's why

last night
i dreamed (again)..i visited somebody's house..stunned me man... it's somebody's place that i hope i can go one day...but not so soon...shouldn't be so soon.

OH! i took my driving licence yday!
HOORAY!
transportation is so ex...i topped up my card with $10 b4 enlisting ; $20 during enlistment (cos no more a student..so no rebate) ; $50 yday...cos..cos..ar..i'm becoming a NSman le... spore's transportation fee is so ex....

ahem..if i'm the blur king...then......who would be brave, sacrificial and loving to want someone lidat(anyway i dun think most of u would understand this part..eh, dun bother then..)???
ahem ahem..

God bless
~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

Friday, March 11, 2005

zuo tian (yesterday)

zuo tian
(yesterday)
mang lu le zheng tian, wo zhi xiang yong yi qie de li liang hui jia qu.
(after a day's work, i just wanna rush home )
cong ge re zao. shu shu fu fu de tie zai zhuang shang...
(take a warm bath and then lie down confortably on my bed...)


yi zhang you wu nei, you wei yan de lian kong...
(a face that shows irritation and a sense of lost ...........)
zai yi ke zi jian bian chen le yi zhang xi pi xiao lian,
(can just tranformed into one smiley face at a blink of an eye,)
gan jue le zi zi de..ba yi qie fan nao fang diao
(with a tinkling sense of happiness inside. One can throw away the worries that u have..)
zhi yin wei ting dao le na shu xi de sheng yin.
(just because of one familiar voice.)

zhen tao yan, bu ke yi xie hua wen
(so irritaing, i can't write in chinese)

'extracted from XXX'

God bless

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

driving

manual car:
3 stall - 3 horns - havelock rd to race course to bugis - 70km/h

auto:
almost stop in chevron - dash across red light - tampines to sengkang to sengkang - 90km/h

the trek last night.
tiring.
incomplete.
and enuff...

hope u recover soon...
God bless
~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

Saturday, March 05, 2005

for another has past

hello. i'm back
i'm determined to start to be dumbo-no-more.
it's plain silly to wake up in tekong.
iz just plain silly.
why would i wanna do that.
yeah, outta duty. responsibility u call that.

now, i dun. i wake up at 8,9,10..not like 5,6,7..on my bed...in an air-coned roon..underneath my shiok comfy blanket.
thus, i have to grow out from the DUMBo image.
yeah...or would u like to visit PAN BI DE..aka PAN PETER @ n v land ?

do u know....
..how hurtful my veins felt when it kept collapsing due to surrounding temp and at the same time trying to draw blood. I was donating platelets to a fren of mine who is recovering from leuk.
The rate that my blood is drawn out initially and the end is the same...BUT MY VEIN is skrinking...so...OUCH!

..how cold it can be when anti-coagulated blood enter your body.....there'll be a tickling feel, numbness at your jaw bones for so pple..for me, i covered myself with 2 blankets...yesh..cold

..that i'm a qualified driver ..as of 040305. at 1240hrs.. i was awarded 18pts.
thank God for this. and those who prayed and those who believed in me getting the coveted licence at the 2nd try. well, every licence cost different. mine's approx $1600.
hooray!
1. can drive to church
2. can drive ma pa to church
3. can drive eve ruth back to/from cell...
4. can drive to skool?? ay, dunno about them.
and i didn't say it has to be my dad's car i'm driving, eh, and pls...i wun have the cash to get one myself.

then again, there's such things as lucky draw...i dun like that label though.

i haf this tuition kid...i spent 25mins talking to him. WHY? He didn't do his assigned work AGAIN. Frankly speaking, i didn't had mood to teach him. I was requested to tuition him daily last week since sunday. that was horrible. REALISED what is hard earned money. thankfully (realised i dun use the word LUCKily?), there's no CPF deducted from it..or no deduction made to CDAC. sheesh, nv know pple make silent contribution to CDAC.
I had another tuition kid, also p5... i spend 15mins thinking what to teach him. He's a bright boy. Sports boy. Good boy. He knows his stuff...i'm planning to give additional work for him.

Received docs frm NUS. excited. didn't know i need to do med checkup.
I'll be going to FASS. pretty definite. Will i join O-camps? which one? so fun.
M a T r I c U LA T i O n . . .

Going for my recce tonight. managed to sleep 7 hrs last night. there's this silly idea that u need to sleep 7hrs of sleep....and its enuff. true/false. fact/fiction

've this fren who is disappointed with her results...hope she goes to cell to share together.. hope she sees the essentials of it.
've another fren whom i spoke for 37mins....she's this guai ger...who think she's just normal..not exceptionally guai.
've 2other frens i wanna thank for they approached me and asked what was going thru in mind and i'm grateful.

' so in Christ, we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others'
hope pple close to me will see and understand this verse and respond accordingly.

~^ what is it that makes u wanna wake up in the morning ^~

so u got an answer for me??
des: thanks for replying.do search deeper....perhaps more answer will come =) how are u doing there? can catch up not?

God bless

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