freaking trying time. i'm trying all the time but i dun have much time cos the datelines are such slimes there seems nothing i can find such as, words to fill my lines. how i wish i can fly oh shit that doesn't rhyme.
how long will this stay-up-cos-i-am-working-too-slow, and stay-up-cos-i-have-damn-lotsa-work-to-do gonna last. how many times will up be awake at 4am and be tempted to not sleep.
mental health, nah! it's mental HELL.
how much time do i have left.
shit, not much.
4101 edit video slides for guanzhen- settling the comm interview research for urban project
ISMISMISMISMISM.
kill me. i'm disgusted. but well...i must say, yr4 is dammmmmmmmmmmexciting.
and this is one of the many uplifting songs that God has given to us to sing to Him.
and yes, congrats to Ryan and Andrew...i'm excited that The Offer will be sung by the finalists. and may their hearts be stirred and His glory be shown through this, yes even thru this.
thank God He helped me with the litreview presentation today by preparing the work 2 weeks ago. so that i could sleep the night b5 from 245am to 735am and still get my singlish transcript done...and my 12 slides presentation also. can you believe it how last min it was 738am-829am...that was the amount of time i had to do the presentation... w/o the work that i had done 2weeks ago, i can just skip the presentation.
then again, i still need to tweak the framework. my hypothesis question needs to be removed as it was stated the obvious: "Sibling relationship will change as they transit from childhood to adolescence because of factors they experience."
perhaps i was stating the obvious and then...
sup commented that my research question is not clear... i dun seem to be clear with what i am do find out. "on the right track, but William you need to tweak your framework..."- "HEY! did't i show you that wed? you said it was "much better"- what did you mean then! wah sianz.
i need to beef up on my references...more journals... this reading up shit is irritating me...and well she mentioned that she felt that i seemed to be insecure...
am i? i know i do feel jittery b4 consultation. i know i dunno if i am really on the right track. i call such anixiety as "naireffect"-named after her.
maybe i just want to have fun (like you too) but my superego is too strong. sighzzz
see u later and hope u'll be glad to see me cos i will be when i meet you later.
filming -4101 and 4202 community survey- 4103- finding out why there's low participation rate in RC-organised activities transcibing and completion of ISM tutorial and project meetings for gek2005. presentation to GRL on community findings... papers to write for 4101
march is much like hell...
i'm feeling the weariness... ... it's in the mind... ...
