cohesion
later cohesion...actually...deep deep down am really pretty tired..lethargic.
facing R coy pple for a while..need a break...but since OC so keen..lan lan...
kaoz...
bbq, sentosa,www, ktv..tasking..back to work.
sect4 called me out to TM for coffee but was too busy with bas.
i wanna meet gab's sis and gf...
oops, leon..u have one really pretty looking gf...
i'm not feeling too bad giving u that confinement..AT THE SAME TIME, i wanna dismiss the fact that i'm hardened.
Glad to hear that des's is limping and driving now.
pray harder.
my singing scale ranges from bass G to a middle D sharp...then i'll croak...
God bless ya
cohesion
later cohesion...actually...deep deep down am really pretty tired..lethargic.
facing R coy pple for a while..need a break...but since OC so keen..lan lan...
kaoz...
bbq, sentosa,www, ktv..tasking..back to work.
sect4 called me out to TM for coffee but was too busy with bas.
i wanna meet gab's sis and gf...
oops, leon..u have one really pretty looking gf...
i'm not feeling too bad giving u that confinement..AT THE SAME TIME, i wanna dismiss the fact that i'm hardened.
Glad to hear that des's is limping and driving now.
pray harder.
my singing scale ranges from bass G to a middle D sharp...then i'll croak...
God bless ya
numbers
6 months to ORD
4.5 mths to clearance
90+ working days
good news...
nos
i just rmbered
6 months to ORD
4.5 months to clearance
90+ working days..
ain't it wonderful...do u see the light at the end of the tunnel??
21km
today is the first attempt at ahm. i'm satisfied. w/o training, i completed 2hrs 8mins.
marvellous. many pple to look see look see. old, young, female and male...motivations...
indeed. now my knee caps ache..my right sole aches...my head aches.
hope ya and youth can have better environment for fellowship as the space outside is bigger.
tmr need to go work though i'm on leave. there's bas,eoc,aop, ftr,irc...many many more.
was told that i was too responsible..i replied..'who's gonna answer if things go wrong?'
andrew also mentioned not to push to hard.
guess everyone's right.
i'm the one who should chill......brrrbrr...
should be...yao you 2ic de say...
starting choir prac next sun.
baptism class starts on the 17th oct...
hope my close frens can witness the day when i baptism at ECP
am sleepy...leaving my work till tmr...
God bless.
21km
today is the first attempt at ahm. i'm satisfied. w/o training, i completed 2hrs 8mins.
marvellous. many pple to look see look see. old, young, female and male...motivations...
indeed. now my knee caps ache..my right sole aches...my head aches.
hope ya and youth can have better environment for fellowship as the space outside is bigger.
tmr need to go work though i'm on leave. there's bas,eoc,aop, ftr,irc...many many more.
was told that i was too responsible..i replied..'who's gonna answer if things go wrong?'
andrew also mentioned not to push to hard.
guess everyone's right.
i'm the one who should chill......brrrbrr...
should be...yao you 2ic de say...
starting choir prac next sun.
baptism class starts on the 17th oct...
hope my close frens can witness the day when i baptism at ECP
am sleepy...leaving my work till tmr...
God bless.
one week
one week has past. what i wanted to blog one week ago, i have to wait till now then i have the chance to do so.
i was busy. extremely bz. being pc2ic is no easy task. simply busy. I'm excited about joining the church choir. We are singing for xmas. a step closer to joining the music ministry i guessed. christina still wants me to settle in further b4 i join the ministry. The baptism class, howeva, clash with the choir prac. how then? she will settle. ALso, the church pple also asked me to conduct pre-enlistment camp for the teenagers in church next june. I'm honoured. LAst sat's joint org of zhongqiu jie celebration with the tekka community was insightful. It was my first time involved in such an activity. I didn't noe elderly can be so
on.
" we, passengers of MRT, pledge ourselves as one ganchiong pple, regardless of kids, adults or pregnant women,to rush for unoccupied seats, based on pushing and shoving, so as to achieve sleep, rest or slumber for our comfort."
-a nine-yr old student
how about that! creative.true. sad but true.
She also posed me this qn...
"Why are pyramids built 4-sided and not 3?"
How would u answer.
I nv qn that sort of qn even at this age.
Why?
I finished reading a book today. It's called. Angel and Demon. finally. it's by the author who wrote DA VINCI's CODE.
desmond ended his NSF crippled. oops. nope..injured. hey sista, downgrade lo.ORD lo. i appreciate that u come back and do up your admin stuff and on top of time, helped this idiot with ftr,eos and bas. CDF has been his usual self. very helpful and dq is ever ready to do duty and reville the coy for me.
des ah, keep in contact. u are worthy as a fren. many heartfelt thanks.
i bet u guys didn't noe i didn't walk any 24 km since i got posted to tekong. the other time, i was new. just posted to Rcoy. then last week..hee, u guys also suggested to let me be safety. ..tsk tsk. guess laziness, weariness got the better of me...
47th ptpenchanced pop on 230904. all the bez pple.
I ORD on 230305.
my PDL expires on 230305.
next intake is on 201005.
went to do a lil window shopping at TM. got a few items i wanna get for myself.
- a small bible
- 2 CDs from LIFE! bookstore
- 2 CDs for leisure
i was introduced to driving outside circuit today. very nervous. stalled one time. very bad.
i aim to get my licence by ORD. 7 lessons b4 my pes c batch starts. hope to finish module 2 by then. Next week have cohesion. waste money to bond. mon gotta work and learn driving. submit report and stuff. tues start of chalet. bbq. my life evolves greatly around work recently. very bad. last sun didn't attend service. fatigue. i didn't even go back bunk to sleep. made my office my bedroom. 4hrs...sheesh.
i still think my writing is dry, simple word.no colour. and i dun literally mean COLOURS. pls.
I asked some of my rec for opinions about me and also advice from their pt of view. one christian extracted a verse from the bible, from Proverbs...something about humility b4 honour...something like that....think he wants me to watch my action and my words. aiyoh.
tmr going out with evan and vic. good. catchin up. or else my life is truly a routine.
ahm
shit.
tmr ahm. i left my pt in office...
i wanna to report sick. i dun wanna run. y run. last yr i oso nv run. i att b..
so early somemore... 0515 report...siao...now..need to crack my head...
as for others..
God bless
how can i miss this! it's me drinking the concoation
centipede
chua n me
raven 1sect1 whiyean,jason,yirong,zul,gad,ezra,yiming,alex,bala,junmin
twin drinking
raven1 sect3 yap,jerry,tung,khalid,?,?,?,SOONlee (ok..no soonlee in sect2),feremy,aidil,jiayong
raven1sect2...aron,soonlee,wahidin,raj,yeo,?,alvin han,?,DENENG,alvintan,tseyong
raven pl1 sect4 n their sect comm. jerrick,vicson,khairul,firdaus,zhengxin,ke junjie,kokyong,gabriel,raihan,zhiqian
cdf and chinaman
my decorated fren....arh..this is the one i'm referring to...the one on the right..yeah..SHANE!..and also..hakim..no-halal guy
march in for R initiation!!
l@@k!!! my fren...he's so decorated
my fav picture so far outfield: lindaqi,des,cdf n me!!! =)
monday
hey....
i was relieved that there weren't any newflash of any explosion or collision or collapse on 091104. zj, if u are reading my block, do take good care o'er at nottingham. hope u get in touch with my fren soon.
first match of tekong cup was with t coy. one hell of a rough pple...sigh..took advantage of my built..bulldoze me..i tell u..if i were bigger in size, taller...I TAKE U ON.try me..TRY ME..i'll take u on. bad match for me but we won. phew..lucky man..nice touch wif your head no11 and dev's been very inspiring.
very occupied with paperwork. Glad i was 'really' JIOed to mess for dinner. Saw my appraisal, pleased. u call that fruit of labour? Someone commented tat i pass judgement fast. do i? like how?
sis's been using the net for work and i hardly have time to utilise the comps...
lack the pc knowledge..what thumbdrive...and etc etc etc...losing touch.
My jr says that this is called DE-SOCIALIZED...there are 3 places where human gets de-socialised..PRISON, IMH and MILITARY INSTITUTE..that's true...
should i try missionary next yr? should i go europe nxt june. i dun think i'm going anywhere to tour this yr...save it up for next yr...if i obtain NCSS scholarship, that'll be fantastic...
going for dinner at spec mess...doing interview with my top4 and back to more paperwork..tmr have CO parade, IPPT test and CO NIGHT...shitty.
monday
hey....
i was relieved that there weren't any newflash of any explosion or collision or collapse on 091104. zj, if u are reading my block, do take good care o'er at nottingham. hope u get in touch with my fren soon.
first match of tekong cup was with t coy. one hell of a rough pple...sigh..took advantage of my built..bulldoze me..i tell u..if i were bigger in size, taller...I TAKE U ON.try me..TRY ME..i'll take u on. bad match for me but we won. phew..lucky man..nice touch wif your head no11 and dev's been very inspiring.
very occupied with paperwork. Glad i was 'really' JIOed to mess for dinner. Saw my appraisal, pleased. u call that fruit of labour? Someone commented tat i pass judgement fast. do i? like how?
sis's been using the net for work and i hardly have time to utilise the comps...
lack the pc knowledge..what thumbdrive...and etc etc etc...losing touch.
My jr says that this is called DE-SOCIALIZED...there are 3 places where human gets de-socialised..PRISON, IMH and MILITARY INSTITUTE..that's true...
should i try missionary next yr? should i go europe nxt june. i dun think i'm going anywhere to tour this yr...save it up for next yr...if i obtain NCSS scholarship, that'll be fantastic...
going for dinner at spec mess...doing interview with my top4 and back to more paperwork..tmr have CO parade, IPPT test and CO NIGHT...shitty.
at home..was cdo just now.got home and watched CHARMED. was thinking whether or not should i ask john to introduce me to daphne..haha...*sneaky sneaky*. my guys have 12 days to POP...really bring back memories when i was a fresh enlistee. Full of fire and drive..really i was. i was so so into emlistment since the 2nd half of college yr2 for those who dun noe. Now, i'm yearn to ORD..nope, i'm not going to extend my service for another
2 months.
Last night. one of my colleague went crazy and got my coy of recruits on fours and back. i tot he was. I felt he was VERY EMOTIONAL in dealing with those REC. Then, i was trying to reason with one of my another colleague why i felt he was not very right. and what i tot he should do. Instead, he reasoned his way out...sounded true and convincing. Weapons, i agree, is impt. But the way he conveyed that msg to the recs was a bit harsh. Discipline wise.....i also agree that it is not very much so in recs nowadays...or perhaps just those in my coy. Guess u all are simply doing your job...to be disciplinarians and friends at times. Should be strict and demand std since e start..why now.
I was puzzled y u brought in the topic of f/c and what sham did was worst. well, that brought bonding, at least.
i've been told not to mirco-manage. How to? I'm outta my comfort zone once again. seriously, i hope that u are my acsm for the remaining months i have at raven..at the same time, i hope we can understand u better..having just to have a working relationship is not my aim.
Well, guess i need time and also lotsa advices (that are conveyed properly to me). I think i'm easily hurt by comments and opinions that are conveyed in a harsh manner...unreceptive.
going to meet up my sec sch choir fren. my jr is flying to nottingham.
do u think fishes in tanks and ponds have freedom.little freedom, more freedom? ARen't they still trapped? We hear sayings like 'seeing those fishes swimming so freely in my tank...relaxes my mind...' do u think they are sad? the fishes i mean.
I hafen been readin the papers for a while and to my ultimate shock, there was an attack by the JI on the 9th..killing 9pple...very tragical..why can't the fundamentalist, terrorists and idealists be stopped and wake up from their bloody idea....how can there be peace when there's attacks...revolutionarists??? we read about them from history tectbooks..they created the many ups and downs...like the mountain ranges..they shaped the society and world today. Those civilians and innocent wans must have been crying real hard and loud.
Dun u pple out there feel anything for the parents for the kids who passed away w/o saying their goodbyes...
Will all these actually teach pple like u and me to cherish your loved ones....a simple 'gd morning' and a simple 'wanna go makan?' can mean a great deal. I saddened...not outwardly, but inside..i feel the injustice..what can i do?
NOTHING....
Time flies, today marks the 3rd anniversary of 911.
Then, u flip the pages...u have discussion on spore idols...how crude and st*pid comments that were given to our own idol wannabes... u have article on william hung coming to spore...i dislike him...he's a joke...not being a racist, i'm a chink too...oops.chinese.
will post up pics soon.
gtg
God bless
myself
i'm sitting alone. in the mess. typing my blog.a short one. my fellow officer colleagues have all booked out. They should. They helped me so so much this week. This week's crazy. there's lf and hg. gosh.and i'm a 2ic newbie..i confess.my boss said i demanded too much from myself. did i? he was encouraging. i'm thankful. yeah, i need time to react to situations...like that night shoot...goodness, i think i ended quite late and i was too self-conscious...i've always been. boss oso reminded me that iz totally impossible to pleased everyone...i'm like so so demoralised by whatever happened during the first 2 days of shoot that i showed attitudes to my colleagues and all. SORRY. hope u pple are magnanimous to understand. i really do look fwd for a good time working with you all.
From the bottom of my heart, thks to dez who helped me alot in many ways that i can't put them in words.hisham-all your remarks and all...i enjoy working with u for the last few months. u indeed make my job easy. u noe what's going on. find yourself a good girl and be stable la...whye leong-hmm, u arh..good advices, 'heart to heart' conversation. shall stop here. very incomplete.my apology.
after some time
finally, i can blog. i tot i can only get to blog only this coming weekend (n today's only monday). and how busy this monday was...yep, beginning my job as the company 2ic. tough job for now. at least i know i have supportive team players..hope they can support me throughout...come jan, i'll make sure i hand over to the incoming officer who is coming in oct/nov. hurry man, can't wait to ORD>sheesh..=) oooooeeii, ORD's so shiok siah.
if oscar charlie's policy gets doesn't change after he gets posted out, then i may start to do my clearance at 120105...that's 4months.woohoo!
budden, i need to stay on this island...starting to feel that i'm leading a life of a recruit. SERIOUS! WHY? cos when they get confined in the first 3 weeks of enlistment, i have to stay...why? not productive! not constructive,not smart. i think iz a waste of time.
it 's 3weeks w/o coming back to spore. that's unthinkable. yoz, we've gone past the trainees stage. GIVE US OUR LIVES MANZZ
***anyway, just to interrupt ..i'm so glad that i signed up for baptism class which starts in oct. that's when my new batch (pesc lor).then how i go class...ask boss when i'm already the boss (oscar charlie going on ctc ...>hee!) and for favour and may He allows me to go class w/o much hitches. Shall get back to this later la***
well, also CO is starting to make systematic changes. He also wants us tos tay outfield. Sleep outfield with my recruits if the latter were to stay out. DIs and DOs not enuff...WHY? it's not easy to adopt to changes in such a short period of time.
dun like it. fortunately, some pesc recruits can go back bunk and sleep...we'll see when the time comes.
i've got fren. very very precious fren. hafen seen her since she's back from oversea. feeling rather bad. but hey girl, my schedule doesn't allow. u noe it man. and u are that kind who needs advance booking...the level of difficulty resembles of the driving centre.
I'm hitting the road the next car lesson. finally. hafen got pdl, hafen applied for it. luckily i hafen as i hafen got the time to drive. Hopefully i can still maneuvour the vehicle as good as when i picked up when i first learned. Budden, iz nerves and all that get over me most of the time.
like today, doing AI for live range, woah.....felt flustered in the afternn. Felt that there's so many many things to learn in such a short time. Desmond is officially clearing from oct.
mel asked me again whether wanna go oversea during lull. i think i got things to settle. stuff like church thingy, like catching up with frens here and who are returning to oversea. a lot. i cannot decide whether or not to comply to his request. anyway, he got into some shit today....poor guy.also, i think his A is annoying. very so...very niam...i cannot take it. well, nvm i'm still not in love, i'm still single. i dun understand. BGR is really hard to fathom. i'm not bluffing u..and some of u out there maybe gleeing now..i dunno lah, ,i'm just guessing that u are...cos u think i'm some kinda pao niu expert. well, no more.. but in the first place, was i?
my colleague just asked ' how come got so many things to write????'
COS, i hafen written for 2weeks.that's the reason.
better get back track.....in the end, we were thinking of asking some of our frens to go.
redeng, tioman ...spend/waste money. learn diving. the bugger (df) (jk) beside me is suggesting tat. ie to say on top of the mopney we may be spending to go oversea, we need to fork out another $440-490 to learn diving.....WORTHY OR NOT????
Lull...there's cohesion, there's a musical that i wanna go so much...there's driving to learn...there's WITS course to attend...there's this and that.
well...once again..i may want to put baptism class on top. iz time to reaffirm myself in the kindom of God and also i wanna hve a breakthrough...yeah..be an active rather a passive wan. hmm, paster...does it matter? tell me.if u read this.
now, talk a lil of post-ORD.
i want to get a temp-job, wanna get A SCHOLARSHIP...i think it'll be good to get one. to lighten up my parents' load...also, lidat i can secure a job straight after graduation. that'll be good. i wanna learn new things, exciting hor...how about dancing? i have been appreciating male dancers...they are so zai. can dance. smooth.hmm.
my phone's now. twice. in 3 weeks.bad.cannot use. human is too dependent on technology. agree?
that's so much i have to blog...
live range and hg this week. another of my junior is flying to nottingham. good for ya.
see ya this sat. too bad victor cannot come. victor oso another wan who is very very busy.
we not not adult, yet we can be so busy...ad's bday this sunday. celebrating for her. hope it'll be possible.
gou le
jiu ci ge bi
god bless ya
