Tuesday, April 28, 2009

DO NOT QUIT – RACE ON

6 more days.
that's the number of days left to my last final NUS exam which thus marks an end to academic (school) examination.
heaving a sigh of relief.

I will recall with deeep gratitude how my teachers and friends, support from church, chek and God have been throughout my study days. It's been in my mind the carious categories of educational phases... how weird that they have impacted many of our lives, at least to me.

thing is, at the end of the day, how do i utilise what i've learn to benefit the people around and myself because at the end of the end, knowledges are tools which will rust in my older days unless i sharpen it.

I haven't been posting but i'm content at the way i'm finishing this race- with positive, honest comments from friends, doing things i nv thought i can do, dare to do - running up the AS4 slope, acting on stage with friends, doing short films-Set: Cent. Lib.

I shan't write too long... there's something i like to share with you.
It's something Dr Vasoo shared with us. I thought it's one of the coolest way to end school.

"I never forgot those words . . . I learned something that day about the race. For, we are all in a race, whether we realize it or not. LIFE IS A RACE, and there is more than a physical pain in your side that you must endure if you are going to finish. When life’s pains torment your mind, spirit and heart, you must determine to not be a quitter. You must catch the wind of endurance in your spirit and even though it hurts you can’t lose HOPE or even consider giving up."

(Phil Enloe. Don’t Quit Now p.122)

in relation to the Word of God.
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us." - Hebrews 12:1
# why do we live, what's the purpose? is it to achieve worldly possession so that we can lose it at the days of my dying years? i know i am in this world but not of this world. I belong to the kingdom of an eternal God. and each of us do have a part in us that ponders "can i live forever?"#

"Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize."- 1 Corinthians 9:24
# do we run for nothing? stupid rite? keep fit arh? nah, thank God i have a destination. and there's Jesus at the finishing line for me...(and you). Everyone's a winner because of His redemption for us at the cross.#

"through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope" - Romans 5:2-4
"Endure hardship with us like a good soldier of Christ Jesus" - 2 Tim 2:3
# yea, many times, i came face to face with challenges and each time He is there to help. It's through small amount of faith that we have in Christ that we know we can learn to entrust bigger things to Him. Challenges faced in school are many...and as i look back, they seem small and insignificant but i think they help with life experience and faith-building at some points. (sigh, i'm seriously doing unjust to what i really wanna say by writing in this shallow manner..haha)#

"...and of Christ Jesus our hope" - 1 Tim 1:1b
#If Christ who is a Good Teacher (whose words are somehow very credible and action widely observed) died on the cross in order for our sins to be pardoned by God did not resurrect, He cannot be an eternal Hope. Praise God for this miracle and His grace that I have come to know Him-a great high Priest whose Name is Love; Who ever lives and pleads for me.My name is graven on His hands ("Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands."-Isaiah 49:16), My name is written on His heart.I know that while in Heaven He stand no tongue can bid me thence depart.#

yes! that's what i thought of when Dr V shared with us on the last day of community module.

thank ol' man. good luck to ur research company!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

<21 days

21 days left

4 days to last day of official NUS lesson.

i will miss my class.

thanks class.

something happened for the first time.
I am ashamed that it happened to me.
Each time when the invigilator says not to hand in the wrong exam script, and if one did, he shall bear the consequence, something like that. i would think " how is it possible?"

NOW? i beg to differ. it has happened to me.
ISM.

I submitted my ISM last thurs. only to realise on the tuesday of the following week that I had submitted the unfinalised ISM.
my leg grew soft.
i was thinking of you.
where were u? i couldn't bear waking u up with a shock.

It's tiring to retell the story.
sigh
After i realised that! i immediately inform my supervisor, send her the updated latest ISM called ISMISMISM. It's the doc i created on the very day i submitted my ISM. but all the while my ISM doc is called ISM Body. so i printed ISM Body and handed it in.

and when i realised ISM ISM ISM was still ok in my thumbdrive. i thought,well, i can send it to my sup and ask her to look at it.
GUESS WHAT. i didn't remove the edited words in reference. those words were in red.
I slapped myself my note seizing the second chance... i could hve submitted an almost flawless resubmission. but NO.

so many details are not written but i dun care le.
i'm leavin the final decision to God who knows what's best for me. and that will be translated into the outcome of the sup and coordinators' discussion.

God's faithful! amen!

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

23 days to go

hahaha... my gf is laughing uncontrollably beside me as i'm typing.
she licks my arms and she went berserkz..

YAY! thanks everyone who've been so helpful throughout the last one month or so.

2 more assignments to go.phew

what a run...what a race to finish...

23 days to go

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