PES C
what a time i'm hving with this group of medically unfit recruits...they are darn hard to handle...i dun mean to be evil, discriminative, un-loving...ask my instructors (perhaps nanny) now..they would agree that some are , emotionally deprived, mentally challenged,physically weak.
Well, already 1 was sent out..guess he's really suck at adaptation..no time to elab.
7 got fever on the third day. Thank God no epidemic...
indeed...i've got pple with speech defect, heart valve prob, low iq..well....shall stop here .
well...blue booklet content..they are confidential k..so shuddup
ney mind..
then again..i wanna to be SOCIAL WORKER...putting my faith and trust on Him that HE is actually showing me all sorts of pple that our society has..it is not so beautiful afterall..there are sad/pitiful souls out there who REALLY need professional help...
Praise ya, the one up there
lull
iz ending. pes c rec coming tmr morning. kids with medical problems. been told that my method of training has been too tough. no worries. u'll see how relak i will be. c'mon.. been watching vcds the whole day...dad bought a few series of vcds back. they are shows based on the jin yong's classic.
the training time table is super f-up. really. i'm glad there are 3 officers coming to share this sh*t with us. Thankyou. u come at the right time..so lesser CDOs for me and off course my DQDF. hard on them...
hope all of u can work well...i mean..hope all of US can work well...stand-in encik, new oc, chew, tay, me, dadq and the 3 officers... full of fire..
couldn't get hold of tix for MAMA MIA. u know how disappointed i was. Could have gotten them...any way, i dunno to narrate everything in here. vic and evan prefer the cheap ones. i dun mind paying more. i want company...so i compromised lor..in the end, no more tix left.. gotta see 27th ir 29th can make it not. still got 6 days of leave...perhaps using them for xmas week...and not for mama mia.
how would i celebrate my 21st bday next yr...it's the start of adulthood..freakin scary. gonna be jean's bday planner...hm..
i wanna catch the movie
'de-lovely'..this kinda show seems like
chicago type.
hope i can maintain hitting middle G and above..yesterday just shouted a B..amzing.
my frens i'm baptising on the 26th dec @ east coast park.. u are certainly welcome to witness my baptism.
spoke to grace the other day, it was good..really arh, i seem to be the one contactin pple.
pple dun get me nowaday....perhaps reach uni then will get better.
at times, i wld think of her and her and her and her..who are those her and herand her and her...
stay tune...haha...
neh..they are too private to share in blog...
but well...i'll be bz with my men and wun have time on her4...
till then, sayonara
God bless
conversation
recently, i had an enjoyable conversation with 2 frens. we sat and chatted from late afternn till night. we weren't super duper close;neither do we know each other for yrs..but we shared our thoughts. u're right..that spore does lack beautiful pple..was this how we ignited a day of in-depth conversation.
i hafen had such a psyched up conversation.
Conversations i have in camp..
BORING. That's where i converse a lot.
Conversations that challenge and being done so open-mindedly and respecfully are good stuff.
see u two on sat and sun..
last night, i had a conversation with my mum. turned out to be a surprise. Her thoughts and perception is threading along the same freq as my fren. I like my fren. I think my mum's wonderful. She has changed a lot.in the way she think.
later, i will have conversations with jh and thong. i see how ours will turn out.
damit, i need to change driving lessons.............
one afternn
one afternn, i realised i hafen got much things to do. I finally come to the point that i should really chill and take things very easily...c'mon..these aren't crucial. these aren't crucial unless u are a regular. nvm **hint : sometimes iz referred also as THE mood**
well, i heard from vinc that the CH officers cannot make it. like duh...wasn't that what my batch of officers had mentioned earlier that BEG cmi...in the end..oso lidat...nice working/chilling/tokok pple... iz well..the mood frying things up.
Been told that LES choristes is a heartwarming show..suits me..perhaps..it suits my career nex time. budden cher they all are likely to watch white chicks. Sky Capt and the what tmr is a cheesy film.
now to think about what happened last sun at church, i felt energised being able to reach the G...i'm involved in christmas @ orchard...anyone else? Now other than REC and this isolated island, i'll have songs to memorise, baptism to be prepared for and hee...*bashfully* 'O R D'...We also gossip about Sg Idol..haha..jerry ong, iz about time larh...very pretentious fellow...yucks.
chrissypoo also..his fan base is so large meh...gosh..hope daphne stays a bit longer...she's cute..like high5 kinda girl. right rite?
I like the company of my fellow convenantors...well, some tiny wheeny bitty of the time, i still abit out..wonder whyzz.
then again, i found pple who do chiong, who enjoys singing..like kbox type..good good..nice nice..
gonna go cdc tmr..finally. hope really can drive to tampines.
it's 20 to 4...one more hour b4 i'm ready to go.
dunno why...i can keep that equilibrium inside me.....aha!! could it due to the MOOD? nope, iz THE mood..hahah...siao! i may have 3 officers, if there's His will. Learn to trust in Him and everything will certainly be well taken care of.
Hope this kind of mentality will remain.
SOmE more stuff to write...but just dunno how to express...
God bless ya *cluck*
27th - 7th
since the last entry on the 27th, many things happened.
OC left. goh is here.
he has changed stuff. he dislike the idea of giving nsf personel one month off...so tata. i better have a clear account of the number days of off...
nvm, acceptable.
coy cohesion came and went by....nope, no change in the level of cohesion. ha. iz just the name 'COHESION'...yea, i was a bit cynical. but nonetheless, i was alrighty with it.
they went to geylang to view pros, ay, tot how come i didn't go too...i would have been guided.
That night i went ktv, sang my heart out, went changi v for supper and did a bit of explorations....see if creatures were making out....that'll be so disgusting and exciting.
nope, i'm no advocator of such act.
I was really looking fwd for choir prac last sun.
then we received news of the sudden departure of my grandma. She left for Home. I pleased and relieved that she ran the race...she ought to finish it. She was already suffering and was in pain and misery. YET, she didn't give up hope and God.
Wake ended yesterday and we sent her off on her last journey yesterday afternn.
thanks for coming and giving the support covenantors!!! luv u all. edwin, it was also nice ministrying with ya.
Couldn't believe i played in front a crowd for such an occasions.
Andrew, do update me with your social life....
ed, i'll try arrange a meeting with ya ...i will rmb tmr...hee
my fren mentioned that the entire funeral will be tired,i didn't think so too...pretty restless and listless..
See ya mama, see u on the other side of the shore.
u have arrived into the kingdom of God
..the best has yet to come for us here..
Instead of being emotional and stuff, i spent the last few days in tots....i became a thinker instead of a feeler....i wrote down my tots...i shared with joey, jessica and weirdly, selena took a glimpse..
Joey told me i can be judgemental.
my recruits told me so.
i conclude i can be such.
u noe, this type of things, must pple tell me...then i can realise...very hard to reach self-realisation.
The world is flawed.
Seek God ONLY.
seriously, the more i shared and discussed with joey n jessica, i find pple on earth so pathetic...that include me and u...only the one up there can remain pure.
I was irritated cos office contacted me during the wake. am feeling how des felt.
i think i am scaring away my junior. sigh...
looking fwd for the prac this sun!!! yay
goin back work tmr.
Godbless
